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Beach , sea  , Ocean many words to one splendid , magnificent gift of mother nature. I still remember the days in my childhood wishing to spend more time on the beach. Running towards the water, going farther and farther away from the shore as if to prove I’m great. The gentle breeze trying to calm me down taking me to one next level than a professional yoga teacher. I have spent beautiful days in the beach with almost all the best persons in my life. I still remember those days when myself and two of my friends would go and play in water for hours and hours together. The day would be still bright when we enter around 3 or 3.30. Who cares about the sun when we have good friends and water to play with. It would be fun, fun and fun. Nothing have ever stopped us from laughing , giggling and just hanging out there looking at the empty space and gigantic water body. There would be no one there at that part of the day and we would be there taking control of each second that passes as if we owned the beach for that day. Those beautiful days passed and I entered next level of life. The sound of the waves was so powerful that we stayed together.

My fiance took my hands and walked me through the sand as if I would tip over and fall down somewhere. I just held him tight so that he wont let me down anywhere. We enjoyed the waters together, playing, splashing, just the two of us forgetting the whole lot of crowd standing by us as if the whole world stood still to look at the beautiful innocent lovers playing in the waters. The sound of the waves was so romantic and the love deepened inside me. This phase of life moved on and I entered next.

I was there at the beach one day with my tummy like a big basket carrying my cute little baby inside. This time I was so cautious , could not play with the water. All of a sudden everything changed, I was so responsible and so caring for this little thing. As the water touched my feet every time , it felt good. It felt like a mothers love towards daughter. Just a gentle touch and a question ” Are you alright?”. It felt so good, but I could not enjoy more. The sound of the waves gave me the power of motherhood.

Now I have a baby. We went to beach with her and she loves water. She wants to play in sand, goes into water. She wants to move farther and farther away from the shore to prove she is great. Now I feel scared of the same beach. What of she tips over? What if she falls down? What if something happens? But still the sound of the beach is soothing and relaxing to me. I join her in the water and have fun for hours and hours.

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Recently myself and my husband went to the movie “Inception”. It was a beautiful movie with a minor confusion of what is happening now and where are we. How could a dream be more sophisticated. I have a wish to rebuild my past in a dream and probably visit them every day so that I wont miss anything which happened in my life . This will be something like reliving the past. Having our own images of friends, the best places I have ever visited in my life all in a single sequence.   The script must have given the director a drill to execute it , so that it is not really as confusing that it might have been otherwise. The most interesting part was partitioning subliminal thoughts, dream within a dream, like opening doors and entering the next world and finally making it realize that everything was true. The idea of implanting a thought in others brain by entering them through the dream was awesome. If that can happen in the real world, I think we can enter the dreams and try to find out what they have in their mind and change it to what we want, like in programs. During the movie I had a slightest idea of ,am I watching matrix, like interconnected dreams, people entering dreams and when something happens to them there they will enter a coma like state. But yeah all the whole it is a very nice topic of discussion , especially for people like me who dream a lot and dream of crazy stuffs.

Now it is summer time and I have developed habit of going to the  park with my daughter, so that she can have fun time. yesterday was one such trip to park and a memorable one for me. She was playing with swing , slides, discovering all the fun that monkeys would have in the play area. She also tried to climb a rock with the help of her daddy totally leaning on him and having smile of achieving something great. Next she came over to play on the sand. There was this interesting thing happened. There was one Asian boy about 4 years old standing there and protecting a small plant as if it was his territory. There were other kids and they never noticed him and never went near him. Now there is my daughter who found something interesting about the boy, looked at him, gauged him, took a handful of sand and went near him. He immediately reacted saying “No”. She came back to me and told me that the boy said No to her. I asked her to leave the place and play somewhere else. She did not listen to me as usual. She wanted to do something about it since he told no to her. She took another handful of sand, took continuous breadth as if she was going to fight, staring at him in wrath. She took slow steps still staring at him, the boy was totally in defending state. He had this shovel and tried to stop her hand. But she somehow managed to put the sand on the plant. Immediately the boy was trying to wipe the sand out. She came back with smile on her face. I thought she was going to play something else. But she did this again and again, dumping sand on the plant. The boy was shouting No, she was shouting no, but still she managed to dump the sand on the plant pushing his shovel. The boy could not do anything , other than leaving the plant. Finally the territory was captured by her.


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