Madcaljan21’s Blog

I was just thinking….

What if  I was still just small crying for my food and looking at my mom, as if she is the whole world..

What if I was still just small child trying to walk holding onto my dad’s hands for each step..

What if I was still Small and just started talking and looking at my parent’s expression for the word blabbered..

What if I was still looking at my mom’s frightened face when she thought I was lost and all the more angry when she saw me :)..

What if I was still in school studying hard competing with my friends and jumping when I get my progress report..

What if i was still frightened to go back to home after finishing my exams for the fear of questions being asked..

What if I was still there outside my house with a piggy bank in my hand deciding if I should run away or not?

What if I was still in my teens looking at the mirror as if the whole world would start looking me if I step out of the house?

What if I was still in my teens looking around to find the man of my life ( or boy of my life?)

What if I was still there looking very stupid after knowing my results and trying to look around for college..

What if I was still there with my two sweet friends enjoying life as if nothing stand in front of us.

What if I was still there with my friends just laughing and laughing and laughing..

What if I was still there with my cousin, talking all through the day and laughing even if there is nothing at all..

What if I was still there at my office having nice chat with my friends, working and jumping for appreciation mails..

What if I still there with my sweetest grandma holding her hand tight, so that she may not left me now for ever!!

What if I was still there patrolling around the city with my friend, dreaming about something which is nothing today..

What if I was still dreaming about getting married .

Now I’m here married, having a child and having lot of friends. All those petty things in life  gives me a sense of  happiness ,and i still miss all those, which can never come again. Long live memories!!